Daily Personal Experience

YeahYeahYeah

2006-07-26T06:23:00.000-07:00

It has been quite sometimes that i have not been here. Time flies, after graduated last oct, haven been workin temp for 2 mths at WBG network, then 1 mth temp at TTSH thereafter joined my current company as a perm staff since jan 06. Today, i have been with EASB for abt 6 mths...wow wee!!!

But i m leaving soon cos not really happy with the management but i have got a chance to know a bunch of wonderful colleagues...Michelle left evelyn came to replace her, Chia min left sarah came 2 wks later, yunita left lydia came to take over but tml is her last day, angela left and handover to joyce, wilson left and wah cheng replace him, tml will be jenny's last day with EASB and welcome qian ping to replace her, as for me, my last day of service will be on next mth and i waiting for my replacement to come...who will be next??? Have alot of wonderful times with all of them and will miss all the fun when we are all together in the acad dept.

Today, i m invited by one of the lecturer for lunch with jenny and lydia cos we are leaving. A very nice and good lecturer, used to buy us "CHI CHEONG FAN" for breakfast, after i left i will miss the special CHI CHEONG FAN and all the jokes. Back to the lunch topic, we went to griller at tiong bahru plaza, nice foods and nice utensils used.

Edmund's wedding photo

2006-05-18T01:58:00.000-07:00

I am very sad!

2005-03-10T20:58:00.000-08:00

Last night, i had a bad quarrel with my mum. She is up with her nonsense stuffs which make me very fed up! I really had enough! Seem likes is so hard to please her. I don't mean to talk back to her. But her nonsense make me feel enough of it and burst it all out. She seem likes not very happy with me. I know she brought me to this world and i owe her alot. But that doesn't mean when she is angry and paranoid, then she make a big fuss on everyone in the family. She really dislikes mi as her daughter...when she is frustrated we have to tolerate all her nonsense. If i talk back, she said i gave her attitude. When i keep quiet, she asked me don't be so petty! What does she want??? I already have enough...everytime she complained and complained and she will definitely said that she hope she can die first...i really hope i am the one who die first not her.

My wishes today: *Recently, my hubby is very vexed over too many things...i hoppe he can cheer up and hope we don't quarrel so often...sorry dear i dun mean to make u angry and quarrel with u. I never mean to take away ur freedom. I will not do anything to stop u from what u want to do again. I just want u to be happy and do all the things u want. I really love you too. Hope our relationship can last forever.

Online poll

2005-01-05T01:39:00.000-08:00

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Edna Mode

What am i suppose to do???

2004-11-17T06:55:00.000-08:00

I m having mood swing for the past few weeks. As a result, i grumble alot and create many nonsense n problems to my dear. We are having a tough times for the past few weeks because of me...I AM SORRY MY DEAR!!! I feel so bad and sorry for what had happened and i dun mean to cause all these nonsense and make u sian...sorry :(

I understand tat no point saying sorry for what i have did but i dun mean it maybe i miss u badly or think too much or maybe too emotion... :( i feel so sorry to my dear to make him so angry, sian, lost n tired for the past few wks. I understand my dear have to work so i must learn to be more understanding.

My wishes today:* Hope tat my dear enjoy his working life*

So long din write here...

2004-11-02T06:37:00.000-08:00

Wow long long time din write my message here le...the last msg was on 13 oct...now is 2 nov le...hee hee mi getting lazy to type le haha... well wat took mi so long to write here is bcos i have my exam during tat period aft my exam i flew to bangkok on biz trip. After the trip i started with my attachment at my workplace...haiz...life so boring!

Btw my dear finally found a job at comic connection...so happy for him n dun have to c him so worried for the past few weeks as he was quite worried tat he might be jobless and having hard times looking for job. I m glad he got himself a job, hope he enjoys the working environment there. plus both of us working, will have lesser chance to meet each other alth i will miss him but career still very impt *no work no money* i will always give him my full support and be his understanding gf.

My wish today: *hope my hubby likes the new job n enjoys working there. everything goes well n smooth for him...lastly i will miss him but will also be his gd gd n understanding darling...love my bby always!

Upset! Bullshit here...

2004-10-13T07:05:00.000-07:00

How I wish i can always happy-go-lucky...but i just cant...alot alot too manymany worries to think of and have to figure it out myself...make mi feel very tired le...realli dun understand well...what shall i do...i m doing my best to save everything but who cares!!! Hack care mi... i m lost...realli lost in my own wonderland...nobody can save mi...i m very upset n depressed n losing confidence n patience...pls save mi n tell mi wat to do...life so meaningless!!! I can neither hear it nor feel it...begin to feel abit lonely n empty deep in my heart and heart pain! Sometimes i cried to myself but nobody koe n care abt it...Who do u think you r Carrie!!! Wake up ur mind silly stupid clumzy n useless fool.

So stress!

2004-10-09T07:39:00.000-07:00

Today i went back to work for my boss...during work i felt so worried n stress over my studies and coming exam...what am i going to do??? still dun have the mood to study ah...die ah!!!hope i can manage to pass ah.

After work i felt abit tired, but i get so hapi to receive my dear call...he called mi after his movie with fren...he watched the "exorcist" i think its spell tis way...lolz...anyway he told mi luckily i din get to watch it or else i will cried...i assume to very scary...:( cos mi timid ma...Bo Bian!

Well guess my dear enjoys his life today...so hapi to c him hapi...n hopefully everything turns out well for him, and wish him successfull in all the things he do (esp in his career, investment in his fren shop, his future upcoming biz n more)...I will always be by his side no matter what happen! N give him my full support thru out his life.

My wish today: * wish him good health n happi always n all his wishes come true n successful in all the things he do...Love him always!*

Not a gd day!

2004-10-08T07:16:00.000-07:00

Argh...my pimples...getting bigger n today i went to squeeze it...now is damn red n swollen...SHIT!!! well basically today not in gd mood cos my bf throw temper(frustration attitude) at mi which make mi feel i m so useless n dumb...its regarding Nike headquarter number that he asked mi to look for...think he misunderstand my words and start to throw frustration anger at mi without knowing it...of cos i was not happy but i din show my temper to him...all i did is keep it to myself lo...haiz!!! Cos dun wish to add anymore temper, frustrating matter to him ya....

My wish today: *hope he recovers soon, ,n not so easily frustrated over certain matter and get his biz done smoothly plus hope my pimple go off faster*

Another day slacking at home!

2004-10-07T07:33:00.000-07:00

I have been slacking at home for the past two days...still dun wish to start revision...getting so worried n nervous till having breathing difficulty! SIGH...Argh wat m i doing??? STOP slacking n get start with my revision...today i have been very naughty n lazy...din attend one last tutorial which i find it quite boring tupid n lame...just go there for not more than 2 hrs then can leave le...no point leh...but also worry abt my attendance cos tis is my sec times being absent...Will i be debarred...Pls dun do this to mi......i dun wish too...

Last nite my bf n i have been discussing abt his problem whether he shd cont his studies or withdrew from the course n look for job so that he wont be so stress n stop having tat dizziness due to stress...well seem like he had make up his mind n decided to withdraw n looking for job. He went to Compass pt n hoping to get a job in 77th street and work there temporaily...then later on investment in his ideal biz n become boss heez...think he is more suitable in doing biz aft all... wish him gd luck n everything goes smoothly for him...n i will always give him my full support.

My wish today: * My bf still get dizzy but he dun care le...n he's going to withdraw from his studies and hope he will get everything tat he wish for and get the job he want...most importantly wish him hapi always*

I got a big pimples on my face :(

2004-10-06T07:00:00.000-07:00

Haiz, today is my worse day of my life...its SO so so hot today which make mi feel so uncomfortable and uneasy...the whole day i slack at home doing nothing n feel irritated by the hot temp... more worse tis morn when i waked up, i felt pain on my face...its a big pimples on my face that i seldom have tis big wan...ARGH argh...shit

My wish today: *Still the same, hope everything fine for my bf wish tat no more dizziness for him, Pls pls pls, praying v hard for my bf dun wish to c him suffer and let him free from worries n stay hapi always*

Final Stand Up Presentation for IBS

2004-10-05T05:13:00.000-07:00

Today i had my final stand up presentation for my IBS course...its a final paper cum exam and i managed to complete it today. What a tough one, i din really speak well cos i got blackout in the middle of my speech maybe i was too nervous...and i din realli satisfied w my performance today. Btw, yesterday din have the time to write in cos i was busying preparing last min work for my presentation ppt today...heez plus i m too tired so lazy to write lo...opps!!!

Well, today in the evening while i was having tuition of my collegue children...i got fuming mad from one of them...he realli made mi very angry n heartpain cos he dun bother n hack care abt his studies...i m so sad n disappointed n worried abt his exam result...haiz!

My wish today: *Seem like my bf is getting back to his busy life again w his studies, and rushing his work to meet dateline...i hope he will not overwork himself and dun add stress to himself...wish he stays happy always n free from the dizziness and worries.*

Happy Day! :)

2004-10-03T06:25:00.000-07:00

Today, i went out with my dear for movie after our previous meet on monday! Alth he still has a bit of minor minor dizziness (Plus last nite made mi so worried cos he feel unwell again n he was directed to changi hospital, doc said tat he is adding stress to himself and was not some other serious illness)... so after tat fun movie we watched, he dun feel e dizziness. Hence i have to think n find ways and many ideas as poosible to help destress my dear worries...
I feel so excited n happy everytime when i meet up my dear...i enjoy all the times n moments with him. When i dun get to c him , i will miss him alot alot miss him badly... one thing for sure is tat i know my feeling n love toward him...i realli realli love him very much and my love for him gets deeper n deeper each n every days...He's alreadi part of my life.

My wish today: *Realli wish that my dear dizziness will go away soon and hope tat he wont get so stressful and let him stay hapi always*

My Fren 21st Bday!

2004-10-02T08:07:00.000-07:00

Today my fren cynthia celebrating her 21st bday in advance...i wan there early with my fren to help her decorated the chalet...it was a fun n tiring day!

But my bf dizziness just dun seem to get well...he had the dizziniess again...n was direct to Changi Hospital now...i'm so worried...wat shall i do?????? :(

My wish today: *Hoping nothing gonna happen to him! Pls God, pls help him n let him recover soon.*

Tong Ku!!!

2004-10-01T03:00:00.000-07:00

Today, i was extremely upset, disappointed, my heart almost numb...haiz...wat a unlucky day for mi to c tat scene in my campus. I thg i wont feel anything but i m wrong... get to c wat i not supposed to koe...* a particular person with another person* hai feel so heart ache n my heart almost melted. realli felt very very tong ku...why must them appeared in front of mi.

But tat doesnt make mi feel so hurt than my bf problem... he seem like having problem again w his dizziness n his studies...today we did not meet up again BUT i didnt blame him in fact i realli understand his situation cos he has many things to do. I can oni give him all my support and hope he can get thru everythings soon...i realli miss him alot, miss his smile and miss the happy times with him. How i wish he dun have to suffer from tat strange dizziness and lead normal life tat he used to have.

My wish today: *Hoping to see more improvement from my bf dizziness and may he feel happy always. No stress surround him plus let him have soundly rest all night*

Boring day!

2004-09-30T05:40:00.000-07:00

No lesson for mi today, so tis morn when i wake up, feel so cooling n nice to sleep heez heez... after i woke up, i had my breakfast then play with baby sera and snapped photo all day long of her kekeke so cute~ wahaha...but felt quite boring cos nothing to do then the whole day slack at home doing nothing lol SIGH* what a slacker i m...SLACK SLACK SLACK well basically nothing happening today n have many thoughts flashing in my mind which make mi feel troubled haiz but life still goes on~

My wish today: *hoping my bf gets better n better as day goes by, wish him gd health n successful in his studies most imptly wish happiness surround him every moment.*

What a Fun Day!

2004-09-29T05:12:00.000-07:00

Tis morn when i was on the bus to sch, there was tis lady, she was Sooooo inconsiderate. She refused to move to the back not oni tat she also blocked us from moving in, so as to allow other ppl to have a chance to board the bus. I felt so irritated by tat lady, so selfish, never put oneself on other ppl shoes.

Later in the afternoon, i was having SIS class...it was so fun, funny till the whole class laughed non stop...hahaha. We supposed to list down some examples of sevices tat make an increase in self service, increase in disintermediaries etc thru technology...one of my fren wrote "Guan Yin Ma.com", reason bcos ppl can can dl the amulets from net and print it out... what a joke man...real lame n funny, make mi laugh till i cried hahahahah.

After having a heavy lunch w my fren( i ate chicken cutlet and fries YumYum) heez... plus its still raining heavily and cold Phew~ we are unable to cross over to the convention centre for lecture BUT we discovered something...guess wat...there is a new underpass built meant for all students and lecturers to cross from canteen 1 over to convention during rainy day WOW tat cool...we had explored the underpass and felf amazed plus excited hahaha no longer nd to get caught in rain lo wahaha so hapi~:)

What a fun day i experienced today...but emotion no gd~dun koe y or wat happen...Well most importantly today has past and a brand new tml is yet to come SO enjoy life while i still can ba...

My wish today: *my bf is getting better, so i wish he can get even better and recover soon*

New blog

2004-09-28T02:03:00.000-07:00

Wow...its my new blog...so excited!!!

Well today i had a bad smelly day, the bus tat i board damn stink. Thg i stepped onto some shit or wat...then i realise the person in front mi, when he abt to alight the bus his pant was @#%^&*, maybe he tripped or wat to make his pant so dirty...really cant stand the sense Phew~

What a day SIGH~ plus today feeling very down...it doesnt matter life still goes on...

My wish today * hope my bf dun feel giddy or headace anymore...really hope he can recover from tat strange illness soon. I miss his smile tat i used to c from him *

Cheers!